“ Lucy… Rosie…”

On Forever

As it fairs the end is nearing closer,

At its deepest wound…

Living accustom to the pain she assumes, with

The scent off your perfume blowing near

I hesitate in believing hope will

Appreciate patience through the times of fate

In living this time around, comes change

You’ll be around cause I’ve lost more than I’ve found

Through the years... with facing my biggest fears

That stands high approaching the fall

Given that we landed, taking each other heart for granted

As well as not being able to understand it

I guess I landed a victim of the word Forever…

To now being Lost searching for

"Closure"

Knowing loving…

 Seeing it go as it sits Lost...

Disguising its way through

Being a victim to the fall

Laying on the same bed

 You would rest you’re head in

 Searching within leading towards

How it all happened…

To believing

 We cheated out of love...

Speaking on a secret as

She’s promising to always keep it

Not being the one to tell it

As it shows you’re giving me a feeling that it wasn’t all worth it…

 



Falling hard for someone I barely even knew

As when it came to you

Every word voiced out happened to be true... now

Was loving you being worth the argue

Standing heartless as the rest

As they were all practice, as I’m putting in time

In someone I didn’t mind

With dinner and late night outings

As the numbers are not for counting

Ex’s across my heart, Xo’s from the start… a

 Setting beat on the past, in every visit

That draws pass, having it outlast

Just to seem a little closer

With me being out the picture

.. On those nights speaking on our futures

Remember?

…Now going

On an hour being more sooner than later

In being lonely talking crazy, given you all of me

As there’s not much damage inside in me 
.. still feeling the same

With going on our separate ways

Living totaly different lives…

as It eats me alive

To believing you don't care,

But stood you just wanted to clear the air…

Taking off, running from reality

As well as hiding from the truth...

With honestly being the best quality

Weighted off my chest, in working more… sleeping less

In lost words searching far for success

In feelings being mutual, than natural

While hearing stories about you out in Brickell…

Bring me to feel evil, in seeing double

But it’s only natural making it alright, right? In doing my best to avoid it

With thanking you… seeing right through the truth,

 Of you smiling showing no signs in being weak

Can you imagine if my heart

Could only speak... What would we do?

If we weren’t afraid to fall at its peak