3/30/12

Thoughts drifting, emotions shifting

As I’m watching too many relationships go through shit  

Making it hard for the next to commit

Causes chances are you’ll find something better

Now is it wrong to say I still love her?

Cause we loved and lost, and lost and loved again

Making it hard to pretend, not caring should a friend could?

Clearing the mind, paint a picture through words. stories for the blind, what's a mirror to them, is love for some. Nothing to those who come searching for answers, finding the truth. Living young breathing dumb growing on our youth, asking the lease of help, yielding through my own turns, to manny eyes asking for shit in return, now working for those who chose to stay around at the lowest, with little time to rest, I promised to give it my best, in doing it for me.. To much pain lies within looking to where I been.

Black dress, light heels..

Pouring out what she feels

Let alone, listening on each beat. 

with it. gone missing, while holding the hand that understands, admiring ones beauty, not caring for one another's history, though it shows we've been through misery, shedding tears overnight, As True beauty doesn't go lost in the light..

 Drinks have me thinking, Drugs have you Speaking... Regretting and Forgetting, surrounding our self with and unknown setting, lost in a place where every face is a cold case, rushing toward the drinks being poured overlooking the clouds of mountains... 

Surprise with a look in disguise

 Tip of the fire, shadowing off the walls

With the wind being blown, finding myself alone

Facing my own tombstone, the words living unknown

…..

And I hate to see you alone, the way you left me

Gazing back and forth In and out of consciousness

With too many highs being handed…

Now don’t fall, as it ends you’ll find yourself stranded

Crowded in taking those for granted

To the same ones

That spend a couple hundred

Just words, expressing on the future ???

Have seen it happen, with those keeping

??? A guilty pleasure… cause I swear the

Conversations on getting deeper

With so many expecting failure, with only you

??? Knowing how bad you want it more than ever…

As the good and bad becomes a mixture for a disaster

Searching through the pictures

Sitting Lost for an answer  ???

That’s when I text her…

???

Paying them no mind, but paying through my pockets

As time leaves me for granted, in looking at where we landed

I could have sworn you had my hand, through the lows

But that’s just how it goes, as it all slows…

Never what it seems, with old dreams dimming down?

The care not around, finding it hard to search

what can’t be found…

 it  being difficult to hold it down.

Writers block…