Young distant feeling, going as far

As not knowing any better, to knowing seeing it closer

With all the mixed emotions I cared to share that moment

Through words can you feel the tension?

Figuring away if it was all worth mentioning

Speaking from my pride, on what I feel inside

Used to be, with those words abusing me

Believing to even thinking as my heart cringing

While I’m asking for an answer

But she cares not to bother, with my emotions

Battling what’s hurting knowing the days are dimming

With a chilling breeze between us, going on chasing

What’s missing, dwelling on the ending?