Feeding off my feeds with these thirst traps satisfying a hoe needs seems they do anything for a like and tweet anything out of spite yea Snap study session in the a.m followed by instagram post at gym unfollowed by the night
with lipstick matching the rim yea that's the smell of liquor in your system I swear yall so in rhythm with yall self you dnt need no help so you throw it in your drink and watch that bitch dissolve eh yea problem solved! Orange juice and champagne sitting at the Table full of bodies who put you to shame as that bills comes that credit doesn't even match the name and your quick to point the finger quick to point the blame but dn't be ashamed
having the body of a swift I guess I'll boost your confidence congratulating you on your diploma and while holding on thanking your moma for that graduation gift.

Open conversations with closed opinions who are you to judge another? Most of us lived a life with no mother or farther or one of the other.  So im taken this moment for my brothers who I never looked over if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be him with the years making no difference I always be your son... your child I mean i was never that wild one like ivan thinking back on it I was about eleven when the three of us made that trip for the better just us a single family brand new home a beautiful memory minus the creator and J.R.. know
I love you mother.
Thank you for all you  do it took me this long to see how a woman like you could be this strong in a city full of cruelty cause really only friend I had was manny living out here in miami yea we fuss and and fight as siblings do but at the end of it all we had was us all we had was you

Yea my reality can't finance my dreams dnt get it twisted I see you switching up.. flipping on teams talking no squares in my circle I swear you niggas sound hysterical attention seeking double tapping boosting individuals blinded by the visuals yea that last post you're smiling but you i know you're fuking miserable and to the last bitch who found myslelf irresistible a few weeks past and now she echoing i was unreliable oh how the stories switch up sounding quiet questionable now watch your words choose em wisely bitches will confess anything for a few retweets and niggas with judge you what's on your feet yea god forbid you repeat an outfit they question on your decisions showing up in your mentions and now we at it I can't fathome the fact living in my own space paying rent  so I have something to call my own place text em over but can't spend  the night cause it realty I'm paying for a efficiency and honestly there's really not much privacy between the mirror and me.

Holding a conversation till we put that on hold. Finding myelf Venting out loud with words I never told. I mean she's hot and all but her heart beats cold. As for me I'm a man from of my truths with options of two either be strong or be bold I might bend a little but I can never fold. In no time showing signs of weakness where weakness is pain leaving the body in having nobody in you being a distant memory see i met love spontaneously and look it what it did to me made me stop believing to the night I caught you leaving with a nigga named deceiving. It's just certain things I just can't believe in Cause when a heart breaks who said it ever breaks even?

Bottling out my emotions keeping em
Air tight with another day comes another night..
scrolling through my feeds making sense of it all as she's no longer just an object to satisfy my own needs
I mean I'm only getting older with time
And it doesn't make sense to miss something that wasn't mind
To begin with
Say we had a moment
But that was it a few white lies to counter the bullshit
Now the visa card is tapping on the counter top one single file line
When it comes to Love
I live blind with resentment filling my heart.  It's growing colder
Not sure what's worst the pain off the hangover or over thinking on the situation when I'm sober.
And before it's all over u have to come to know nothing last forever.. not even a flower so I plant this seed a waiting on its growth cause I'm only thinking bigger