One in a.m with thought of you on my mind handing me that indescribable feeling having to second guess myself 

Am I dreaming? Me Being hurt a few times 

I couldn’t stop the bleeding but with your presence i get off this natural healing but then again I’m having trouble sleeping with this gut feeling of mine 

Chances are you’re sipping fine wine 

With a dude that probably graduated back in 89’

But I can’t trip off what isn’t mine

Closing my eyes catching visuals in being  just another individual 

Next in line sharing one another’s time 

And attention with fighting voices off in my head as I lay on this bed 

Causing much tension damn was that shit even worth to mention 

Having alcohol involved that passive aggression seems to evolve but we never tend to learn from our lessons feeding me off those words of affection given me no Sense of direction I happened to question myself without help Overwhelmed with emotion I guess that’s just the motion being hidden and not much open I’m  working on being less soft spoken when them arguments get explosive 

Cause nothing says I’m sorry more then a dozen roses. with nothing being given only chosen sitting thinking on this fucked Up unforgiving situation cause the circumstances can hurt us both but it’s you who I’m focus on 

But with words on putting this on pause to see us go from what we are to what we was.......it’s a lost

Don’t get me wrong I rather work on our bond then for it to see it gone but honestly 

The shit is killing me laying with your past that You opened up too 

Just hold on and slow that heart rate 

Look from it from my view 

 I'm willing to understand but feelings cut to deep sooner then we both expected 

So should we end shit now before both of our hearts are affected. Cause all it takes is one drunken night to lose you from my sight so keep it real do me that bet 

Cause lord knows I don’t want to do something that I will regret...