A lot in motion much deceiving going on

Nowadays yet we turn the other way living on as if everything okay.  Scrolling along 

Treating life as a filter with the perfect angle caption that.. happiness where you been? I was told you you have to find it within but then again the bigger the sin the larger the grin. It is what it is though tears running down it’s not what I pictured where did I go wrong? Outpouring this soul of mine something like a sad song. It’s crazy how she did me how you know  Andy did woody but no need for a sorry in this story. Unspoken words left unsaid cause whatever it was that we had just know it’s dead. Suffocating while counting my blessings appreciative yet unsatisfied 

For this roller coast life of mine. For the few that are close with rolled up bills hitting a line or two cause inside you know that isn’t you! Came be the same ones you outgrew? My conscious calling but I ain’t listening they say a prayer goes a long way so I try to say one each and everyday pressuring the higher power to answer. Lost with no guidances finding peace in mind with time as I vent with this being the only thing I can afford shit I go crazy if I keep this shit in store. Refuse to fold but I need goals reaching for air with no meaning.. what’s the cost to be lost?

Distant memories of you give me chills

A smile across my face a few dollar bills will do the trick.. ain’t that some shit?

Unfortunately we couldn’t keep the team together..  but Ill keep that forever a few dollars and a dream. Picture that facing in the mirror you being the breadwinner..