Yea my reality can't finance my dreams dnt get it twisted I see you switching up.. flipping on teams talking no squares in my circle I swear you niggas sound hysterical attention seeking double tapping boosting individuals blinded by the visuals yea that last post you're smiling but you i know you're fuking miserable and to the last bitch who found myslelf irresistible a few weeks past and now she echoing i was unreliable oh how the stories switch up sounding quiet questionable now watch your words choose em wisely bitches will confess anything for a few retweets and niggas with judge you what's on your feet yea god forbid you repeat an outfit they question on your decisions showing up in your mentions and now we at it I can't fathome the fact living in my own space paying rent  so I have something to call my own place text em over but can't spend  the night cause it realty I'm paying for a efficiency and honestly there's really not much privacy between the mirror and me.

Holding a conversation till we put that on hold. Finding myelf Venting out loud with words I never told. I mean she's hot and all but her heart beats cold. As for me I'm a man from of my truths with options of two either be strong or be bold I might bend a little but I can never fold. In no time showing signs of weakness where weakness is pain leaving the body in having nobody in you being a distant memory see i met love spontaneously and look it what it did to me made me stop believing to the night I caught you leaving with a nigga named deceiving. It's just certain things I just can't believe in Cause when a heart breaks who said it ever breaks even?

Bottling out my emotions keeping em
Air tight with another day comes another night..
scrolling through my feeds making sense of it all as she's no longer just an object to satisfy my own needs
I mean I'm only getting older with time
And it doesn't make sense to miss something that wasn't mind
To begin with
Say we had a moment
But that was it a few white lies to counter the bullshit
Now the visa card is tapping on the counter top one single file line
When it comes to Love
I live blind with resentment filling my heart.  It's growing colder
Not sure what's worst the pain off the hangover or over thinking on the situation when I'm sober.
And before it's all over u have to come to know nothing last forever.. not even a flower so I plant this seed a waiting on its growth cause I'm only thinking bigger

Boarding ship thinking less of it being a innocent three day trip having no strings attached No one at the hip I'm boosting my confidence with every sip at the top deck thinking on till the bottles gone finding happiness at the bottom but coming back home I brought myself problem.

See...
being caught up in the moment
Knowing better
I wasn't ready for that commitment
didnt help much
i was leading you on
The wrong direction
heading straight toward a one way intersection..
I'm sorry for the pain you must of felt
didn't even have a chance to warn you..
had no time for that safety belt.
Yea just one of those situations
That had to be dealt

if we were switching roles
I wouldn't wanna hear myself out
So I know
it's fuck what I'm talking about

See the lost child just a soul wondering, for the missing pieces sitting puzzled. In seeing double asking on some inspiration. But in reality feeling more ashamed cause the substances laid on the table will make you reconsider and on taking that theres not to much to remember, as the pleasure takes hold of the mind. In believing Im find but in reality my mind is outracing the heart, as the smoke sets apart not looking foward to the start. In parting ways slurring from the mouth. Lids hanging heavy.. eyes staring steadily thinking is this really my reality. Or just a living with the wrong mentality

Fucked around and got lost now I'm looking around on how the fuck I got double crossed.  Crazy enough I didn't catch it from the start oblivious enough I did it with my own heart. You were just playing a role as I was playing the part unscripted shit seems so vivid even though I'm twisted off being lifted with no point intended the wound you inflicted brought pain into the shit in leaving it to seem I'm addicted to the bitch.