Can't recollect the last time I wrote 

but these words are creeping 

Creeping up my throat 

So With The thoughts I care for 

I'll share on paper believing it'll all make

Better sense later..

There you go, home hurt and alone searching for some sense or a shoulder to Lean on losing that bond dialing out only to get back a dial tone having no answer at the opposite end its getting clear you might be losing your best-friend, nothing last forever every breath sees its end

You hate to have to be known you fear the fact your cover could be blown but Tell that boy I got videos of you on my phone that's he won't condone.

Is it lust or are you just lost? If it so happen we walk the same path would you come across and be the one to double cross while feelings got tossed in the air would you stop and stare? And reminisce of what was there?  

I mean just the other night you was snapping on the boy now I see you and you snapping with the boy go figure scrolling through Twitter and image at 10:14 and it's lit with that nigga and I know I sound bitter. What do you expect when feelings get involved it's a problem that I'm trying to solve. But I see you happy I ain't sleep just wish I never fell so deep, appreciating the little moments and how I need more then a Moment of your heart not trying to rent it anymore but I'm trying own it before my lease is up. 

Hate in my heart toward the one that brought me joy, hard to believe your company was something I enjoyed but I'm the one from a dozen with good patience so I sent you a dozen other day cause is death to our relations, catching you at your lowest I fell at the deepest being a secret itself you brought me at my weakest but now I'm picking up the pieces with less words unsaid it leaves us both speechless, and I admit opening up after the fact you opened wide 4th of July weekend I got used to the fact you at my side you should be a super star playing out a movie role with no clothes on I fell in love with your soul and now I'm trying to find self control and not do the wrong thing, facing the fact I was her prince to her king seeing me now as a weekend fling when your nigga isn't around and now you only hit my line just tell me he'll be in town. 

This just a tale of a side nigga saga what comes around goes around just ask that bitch karma.

Looking in from the outside the feelings had us blind sacrificing his time for my mine
Had you feeling guilty in my company. Facing the reality you couldn't face the Infidelity as it was eating you alive inside cause in your heart you love the  man. And I understand who is Me to compete with history?  best to ignore what your have to offer before the end feelings get any deeper running through my head in somethings better off left unsaid

GOOD BYE