One in a.m with thought of you on my mind handing me that indescribable feeling having to second guess myself
Am I dreaming? Me Being hurt a few times
I couldn’t stop the bleeding but with your presence i get off this natural healing but then again I’m having trouble sleeping with this gut feeling of mine
Chances are you’re sipping fine wine
With a dude that probably graduated back in 89’
But I can’t trip off what isn’t mine
Closing my eyes catching visuals in being just another individual
Next in line sharing one another’s time
And attention with fighting voices off in my head as I lay on this bed
Causing much tension damn was that shit even worth to mention
Having alcohol involved that passive aggression seems to evolve but we never tend to learn from our lessons feeding me off those words of affection given me no Sense of direction I happened to question myself without help Overwhelmed with emotion I guess that’s just the motion being hidden and not much open I’m working on being less soft spoken when them arguments get explosive
Cause nothing says I’m sorry more then a dozen roses. with nothing being given only chosen sitting thinking on this fucked Up unforgiving situation cause the circumstances can hurt us both but it’s you who I’m focus on
But with words on putting this on pause to see us go from what we are to what we was.......it’s a lost
Don’t get me wrong I rather work on our bond then for it to see it gone but honestly
The shit is killing me laying with your past that You opened up too
Just hold on and slow that heart rate
Look from it from my view
I'm willing to understand but feelings cut to deep sooner then we both expected
So should we end shit now before both of our hearts are affected. Cause all it takes is one drunken night to lose you from my sight so keep it real do me that bet
Cause lord knows I don’t want to do something that I will regret...
