Too much to understand

As I was just a young man

Just sitting alone in the room

Hearing nothing but screams with booms

As I go crawling beneath the bed

  Watching blood pouring down ones head

With your clothes covered in red

As it seems your

Shedding tears from the dead

But chose to watch in fear

Given the facts the end sits near

Given by the 6 year

You were gone as you walk out

Given us the benefit of the doubt

Thinking you were force-out

But that was never the case

And now I look in the mirror every morning

To see the face

That brought pain in my second life

Whom you called your wife

As you Left every night and slepy in every morning

yea The “Night Life”

Which you lived

Which it makes me hard to Forgive