I’m going in this not knowing what to expect, write in your heart

Even in our last days of being apart, we go on as we left off at the start…

Being years since I’ve lost you with the truth being told, the care never

Had a chance to grow old…

At the other end reflecting on “Miss You “

1/24/12

Capped in captivity, the mind goes blind

 As young man copping to understand

The feelings running deep beneath mirroring adversity

As watching eyes underneath rain down lies

Working away the inner cries, as pain lets me know… I’m alive

 Livings deprive?

Starving for love

Given me life, where are you to see me live it?

Young man…

Standing with no hand to hold

Eyes at a closure, heart beating colder

 Lying still…

Tears not understanding, the pain moving closer...

Being beneath the eyes

As it sets in being over, it begins

Now that I’m older

 Feeling a lot weight down on my shoulder

.. You being my farther all I expected from you as your child

Was to love my mother…

But that never seemed to matter…….

If Malcolm X died at age 25 he would have been a gangsta.If Martin Luther KING DIED AT 25 he would be a preacher? Now Pac died at 25….

“Turn adversity into ambition”

I’m going in 2 this not knowing what ill find
but I've decided 2 follow my heart and abandon my mind
and if there be pain i know that at least I gave my all
and it's better to have loved and lost than 2 not love at all
in the morning i may wake 2 smile or maybe 2 cry
but first to those of my past I must say goodbye - Pac

Seeing it all different, as time

With you was always time well spent

Ironic I would like to give my life to?

And insurance sales agent

Given that we once had our moment

To believing now we didn’t

Passing each other’s judgment

To thinking we haven’t

 Speaking to you as just another client

With the truth at a distant

Free falling, the slowest suicide come love...

Awaiting from the bottom

Watching overly from above

As when I tried, she cried as when one lied

So would I, making it two wrongs never being right

To losing sight of it all at the end of the light

Working off my biggest fear

Just too live it out and have it near…

 With my latest words, being as sincere

As if she was here, in all the change that’s comes in a year

Falling young, listening among how you started off chasing your career

With a smile being shown ear to ear

While I’m  Searching for these words in making it clear…

Cause this is not a Typo

In Something you should know

.. Between us two...

 Just because I let you go

Doesn’t mean I wanted to…

Unfortunately sometimes you can’t have fun accomplishing your goal…