Capped in captivity, the mind goes blind

 As young man copping to understand

The feelings running deep beneath mirroring adversity

As watching eyes underneath rain down lies

Working away the inner cries, as pain lets me know… I’m alive

 Livings deprive?

Starving for love

Given me life, where are you to see me live it?

Young man…

Standing with no hand to hold

Eyes at a closure, heart beating colder

 Lying still…

Tears not understanding, the pain moving closer...

Being beneath the eyes

As it sets in being over, it begins

Now that I’m older

 Feeling a lot weight down on my shoulder

.. You being my farther all I expected from you as your child

Was to love my mother…

But that never seemed to matter…….