With her, it was much further then what we set out to be, it wasn't as nearly deeply, Falling closer Landing in curiosity. Admitting to who else Then myself screaming for help. With thoughts running and our conscious struggling to keep up. holding on to the beginning, but gripping off the ending. Leading me to thinking was I to forgiven? this being more then Ive asked for, so I guess ill just play the role of not caring anymore. Knowing you have much doubt, with me looking for all the right words to come out.. As in being Unsure what it is about her that I can't get over.

All the green says how you mean it

Given how you want it. take it how they hate it

Didn’t think will ever make it?

But were here getting by, passing all the bullshit

Surrounded by the hatred, endured by our loving

Sight off from the distance somewhere where lost in

… As it shows I don’t want to give in, or lose out

With the truth having its doubts, as our lies have us going  

Lost in love, Forbidden from loving another

Someone who came as close meeting my mother

Which she stills talks about you, wonder if she does to?

She’ll come around; searching for the lost that can’t be found

So I left town for the better, promising myself to work harder

Because a little part of me does it for her

Just seeing her smile is a pleasure

And even though the distance seems farther than it is

Hearts depart from being closer, fighting not to look over my shoulder

Having questions but no answerers toward the future

But going forward seeing what life has to offer

 As the struggles are outnumbered from the

One and many blessing that were answered…

Means nothing, worth sharing having had a chance

Missing it as a last glance, as I was never to good showing romance... and for that

You left me as if I was the last dance, now out trying to figure a way

To advance a part of me, given my heart and me

Losing my dignity, keeping a piece of me

Searching for peace in me