Blind sided on the idea of you and I

As I Never been the type to give in but 

Catching feelings and flights to places 

We’ve never been where some things I 

Never questioned. 

In time though I’m seeing everything clearer Only to catch a fool in the mirror 

Angry at myself  that I can’t face the fact 

I can’t have what I want back and as 

For this guilt trip is something that I don’t lack.. feeling used and played I was just something to do when there was nothing to do.. even tho you spoke “ I love you “

I don’t  see no Love in you. Should of listened to my friends but I was too blind to comprehend. With “ wasted times “

On repeat by The Weeknd I reflect on in all 

It’s like you hit me with a curveball. I Never seen it coming only a chance to see it go..

From packing  a suitcase on getaway trips 

To having all your shit moving in I still found in my heart to keep it within even after that one on one battle over in Nashville... 1/2