It's hard to begin when your thinking to much on the end, being on a friend that I am, lending on a open hand. Listening on the hours, reminiscing on ours...  Being caught up on the past as it lives gone but I'm just holding on that bond, so don't think for one blink that your leading me on, cause I'm only enjoying the moment not taking it to serious just living out an experience. Capturing on the now's Photoshopping on the later's with the emotions clearing out years ago, That lives behind the back of my mind, as of now were here reading on our sign,  And I can't help but not stare into the danger that lies within the truth between the lines, given a feeling knowing what I'm getting into. As tomorrow you'll forget who or why or how or when... Cause as a friend all ask if we can we do it all over again? 

Questioning on my intentions, on not wanting a thing. As my mentions not reading not much of anything, in  justice moving forward letting go of everything. With new people and old souls captured on that one I just told,  I let fold, with the opportunity coming to agree to disagree thinking she could be good for me, but only the hands of time knows. So with that said i guess will just wait and see. As for you're only promise should be That you won't give it up to easy. Cause what's a part in each  others past if we can't have it last,  a forgotten memory?  That sits lovely against our enemy... 

  With her, it was much further then what we set out to be, it wasn't as nearly deeply, Falling closer Landing in curiosity. Admitting to who else Then myself screaming for help. With thoughts running and our conscious struggling to keep up. holding on to the beginning, but gripping off the ending. Leading me to thinking was I to forgiven? this being more then Ive asked for, so I guess ill just play the role of not caring anymore. Knowing you have much doubt, with me looking for all the right words to come out.. As in being Unsure what it is about her that I can't get over.

All the green says how you mean it

Given how you want it. take it how they hate it

Didn’t think will ever make it?

But were here getting by, passing all the bullshit

Surrounded by the hatred, endured by our loving

Sight off from the distance somewhere where lost in

… As it shows I don’t want to give in, or lose out

With the truth having its doubts, as our lies have us going  

Lost in love, Forbidden from loving another

Someone who came as close meeting my mother

Which she stills talks about you, wonder if she does to?

She’ll come around; searching for the lost that can’t be found

So I left town for the better, promising myself to work harder

Because a little part of me does it for her

Just seeing her smile is a pleasure

And even though the distance seems farther than it is

Hearts depart from being closer, fighting not to look over my shoulder

Having questions but no answerers toward the future

But going forward seeing what life has to offer

 As the struggles are outnumbered from the

One and many blessing that were answered…

Means nothing, worth sharing having had a chance

Missing it as a last glance, as I was never to good showing romance... and for that

You left me as if I was the last dance, now out trying to figure a way

To advance a part of me, given my heart and me

Losing my dignity, keeping a piece of me

Searching for peace in me