Until is all over

It’s like I met her…

New story with old news

Just a different teller

Coming in with the same answer

As my heart hangs deeper than an anchor

Catching myself falling for a daughter

Where in time I’m spending that extra dollar

Like I would do for a stripper  

With offset feelings toward a distant stranger

Leaves me no wiser... to think younger

Yea…

 See I take Love as a teacher

With a bad tempter that holds the power

To give pleasure to and other

To move further to the future...

Heart filled with hate

Feeling's layered with lies

As it seem it’s too late

I cover my eyes

Envisioning in the dark

Where dreams can embark

 The past into the present

As your future awaits you in it's  presence

 

Decoding 5 Day’s from 7

Sacrifice

Decoding 5 Day’s from 7

11:11

Made a promise with time that ill always use it

Working long days for minimal pay

Never done it for the credit

Because they never notice... struggling to find a path

Sacrificing to find a way

As my days only seem there on replay

Fighting not to give it up midway

But what would this life lead

For success is what I’m trying to portray

Living 22 years young and not having anything to show

Parked out in the driveway

But somehow I find myself out every Friday

With moments I can’t forget

As to memories I fine to regret  

Most Sundays…

With 7 having nothing to show

As time only slowed having not know

A year ago... with no care in the world

Given 11; 11 whispering a lonely prayer

As the room feels colder with a sudden beat

That beats further. With sudden words ‘all will be better’





So tell me something else

As you say my name like no one Els

Given words of success

As this weighs of my chest

With this time... I don’t want to waste

I rather we share it together

Given the words that you’ll always remember

Do you remember?

I’ll be happy to remind you

As long you don’t let anyone out here blind you

For you hold nothing but value

That I’m trying to pursue

But feeling if only I’m standing in the same place

Like a standing statue

Because honesty my conscious is telling me

I need someone to lean to

To save me from the truth

Too much to understand

As I was just a young man

Just sitting alone in the room

Hearing nothing but screams with booms

As I go crawling beneath the bed

  Watching blood pouring down ones head

With your clothes covered in red

As it seems your

Shedding tears from the dead

But chose to watch in fear

Given the facts the end sits near

Given by the 6 year

You were gone as you walk out

Given us the benefit of the doubt

Thinking you were force-out

But that was never the case

And now I look in the mirror every morning

To see the face

That brought pain in my second life

Whom you called your wife

As you Left every night and slepy in every morning

yea The “Night Life”

Which you lived

Which it makes me hard to Forgive

 

x.ox.o